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There is a bike I want to acquire but so far I have not heard from the owner and that makes me sad. My front tire seems to always deflate along the course of the day, sure it's also because it takes the most shock traveling on patchy concrete and such but it was making a really strange sound and I realized that it was pretty deflated. It's sort of terrifying to think that it could blow in the middle of my journey and then I'd be left stranded. My rommie never charges/answers the phone so walking to the nearest bus stop would be my only recourse. I've hitchhiked before but with a bike I don't know that I would want to try.
The semester is almost over and it just started. Only around two and a half months left. I thought I had plenty of time for school but sheesh, you wouldn't think that forty hours wasn't plenty for seven of school work. It's not. hahaha.
It seems that I often worry about the implications of diabetes and depression, and of course now I know you are more susceptible to getting vascular dementia and it makes sense because of the high blood pressure. But when someone you love falls in that category, It's scary.
I dress like a hobo and while it didn't matter much to me a few years ago, now that I am seen by a lot of people around the office I have started to imagine that there are two possible things they could be thinking about me, and while I want to say I don't give a peanut, I think I do.
1. lesbian. Yes you heard right. Now, I love the gays, but I am uneasy with lesbians. That's pretty freaky. I wear the same pants every day, I only have four different shirts. And there's this girl that I always see but run into awkwardly and I never say hi nor does she. Is this normal? I wouldn't care but she makes me uncomfortable. I wish I could shop at An taylor and banana republic, but it's a luxury rather than a need. Besides the pants work great with a bike, I don't have to wear shorts or lycra or any of that fancy stuff to ride. My sister already told me I looked like one when I wore this shirt so I threw it away. hahaha. dang.
Also, when is the rain going to go away?
Hahaha, there's a girl that looks exactly like my stalker! She is going to look like her in thirty years. It's not pretty.

